When I became a mother, I expected to be tired. I expected a bit of the baby blues. I expected the diaper changes, the bottle washing, and long nights blurring into short days. But I didn’t expect loneliness to wrap around me like a second skin. I didn’t expect to cry in the shower, not just from sadness, but from the sheer weight of doing it all… alone. Mothering far from home or without a village is a different kind of hard.No aunties are knocking at your door.No neighbors showing up with hot food.No grandma offering to rock the baby…
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The desert wind howled outside the tent, but inside, Sarai sat still. Her hands, once smooth and youthful, were lined now. Her back ached more than it used to. Her eyes still searched the stars each night, but not with the same hope they once held. It had been years. Decades. She had followed Abram into a land they didn’t know, leaving behind her family, her comfort, her identity. All because he said God spoke to him. He promised him a child, a nation, a legacy. And she had believed him. Each month bled into the next, leaving her arms empty,…
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Another year has rolled in and as I sit in quiet contemplation, reflecting on the story of creation, I am struck by the profound role that the woman has in God’s grand plan as seen in the Genesis 1:26-27 26. Then God said, “Let us make mankind in our image, in our likeness, so that they may rule over the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky, over the livestock and all the wild animals, and over all the creatures that move along the ground.” 27. So God created mankind in his image, in the image of…
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As the year wrapped up, I got caught up in a reflective mood, reminiscing about how the year had gone and how much my baby and I had grown. As I cuddled her, I almost could not believe that she was the same baby that I had nestled in my arms months ago. Many moms tend to get carried away by the hustle and bustle of motherhood and soon begin to feel depressed and overwhelmed. For me, one of my biggest struggles was navigating the unknown. I had been a mom before but had never been a mom of two.…